The story began when i’m in 3rd level and i just hate school that time because the headmaster is ask the student which is they take a bath in the morning. And she asked me often then i will answer honestly that i don’t take a bath, so she will make comment of that and people will avoid me that day.

It change when the new classmate name Nadia Hutagalung came, although her name like the name of the famous model but is not her. She is mixed from asia and australia and mixed people usually very beautiful, but i just hope to be her friend at that time. Then it just like dream come true when teacher put her in same desk with me

She is a bright and kind person. Although she is a girl but she act like boy and have her hair cut short. In the class, i must share my book with her because she came in the middle of cawu and she doesn’t have the same book that we use in class. Also i must lend her my note so she can catch up with the lesson, and sometimes i explain the lesson in my note to her.

And then i really like come to school and felt sad when school is over. With the time goes, we became close friend and i’m feel like world smiling to me just by having her as friend. But what i don’t aware at that time is somewhere in my heart emerged seeds of love. And i feel if it is last forever then i can handle all the problem.

But when i just feel it will last forever, then come bad news that she must move back to australia because her father must move back. She arrange the farewell party in her place in Renon for classmate but i don’t come. Because i think by ignore it maybe she will not really going to australia, but she really going to australia.

Then i feel there is hole in my heart and life is like hell again in school. So i decided not to give all my heart to someone and build wall around my heart. So people will not easily come to my heart and i will not feel very hurt because lose all the love i give. And life goes on and i forgot about her until i’m in high school. That is my first monkey love story end.

After remembering again about that story then i know why i studied really hard and forgot about love. Then i realized that i need to open my heart and remove the wall so people can reach me and i can reach them. But it is hard to change cause i live with it long time but i tried and that have heal but still leave little mark in my heart.

Today it make me feel regret that i don’t come in farewell party because i want to say my feeling to her so i can know what she feel about me and i can’t take the thought maybe she hate me with my absent. I just hope someday i will met her again and ask forgiveness about my selfishness. If you by chance met her and i will really thankful if you let me know how to contact her or even you make we met again.

“Happy Love and Lose Love“.

First, Resistive is touch screen using resistant different to determine the coordinate of touch. This type is using 2 layer metal which is one layer is conductor of electricity and the other is resistor of electricity, so when we press two layer is become connected and change the resistance and then it reported as coordinate of touch. So, it is depend on pressure which is affected this type is accurate, resistance to dust and liquid but it is not resistance to sharp object, have transparency just 75% and not supported multi touch.

Second, Capacitive is touch screen using capacitance different to determine the coordinate of touch. This type is using 1 layer of electricity, so when we touch the layer is transferred the electricity and lose some electric charge, then it calculate in circuit in edge and reported as coordinate of touch. So, it is depend on electric charge which is affected this type is resistance to sharp object, have transparency 90%, and supported multi touch but it is not accurate and not resistance to dust and liquid.

Third, Surface Acoustic Wave is touch screen using disturbed wave signal to determine the coordinate of touch. This type is using two type of transducers which function transmitting and receiving wave, and reflector to diverting the wave from transmitting and receiving transducers, so when we touch the screen than wave absorbed, then the disturbed wave received in transducers reported as coordinate of touch. So, it is depend on wave signal which is affected this type have superior clarity, and resolution than two type before, also it’s supported multi touch but it is less resistance to dust and liquid with resistive but more resistance to dust and liquid with capacitive.

And then about display is following:
First, TFT is active matrix display technology using back light, which is have better picture quality and better response time but needed high energy.

Second, Oled is passive matrix display using self illuminate pixel, which is have less energy, more bright and contrast but worsen response time, ghosting effect, and performance will degraded overtime.

Third, Amoled is hybrid display technology using Active Matrix and OLED, which is improve response time from Oled and reduce ghosting effect.

Fourth, Super Amoled is version of Amoled display that integrated the capacitive with display, which is less power, less reflected light, and work better in outdoor than Amoled.

Fifth, Retina Display is version of TFT that integrated display and touch screen so eliminate the empty space, high density pixel, and high contrast ratio for phone, which is have super-sharp display than other display technology.

So, i hope you not confused again about screen term like me. Although source of this information can be found which one the first post and summarized from many source but i really thank you for people that try to explain about what this is about. Thank.

source: various source

So, Mario Teguh said again that “Wrong is actually faith about what we believe is right by ourselves“. And then some thing pop up in my head which is that so wise and truth, so i think it’s needed to be spread. So, when i wrong then someone can give me hint by said that because i often just looked from one side like that men and become blind by my faith, and hopefully i will aware and change my mind, Thanks.

Last, let’s we read it again and saved it in our brain “Wrong is actually faith about what we believe is right by ourselves”

source : Golden ways by Mario Teguh

1. WAKE UP
No matter how often do you fail, if you more often wake up and started again, we will success.

2. DRESS UP
Inner beauty is more important just outside ornament that temporary. Have abundance mentality, output from respect and deep safe feeling. This is will make availability to share respect, benefit, and responsibility.

3. SHUT UP
Stop talking about previous success, and focus ourselves for our next success.

4. STAND UP
Stand fast of your initial belief that we are certainly success.

5. LOOK UP
When grand opening of Disney Land, a reporter asked wife of late Walt Disney “How would his feeling when seen his dream come true with the opening of this Disney Land?” She answered “He already seen all of this long time ago before this project even exist” Look all our dream inside our imagination as if all already come true.

6. REACH UP
Reach something higher than your previous achievement that sign of we are really grow.

7. LIFT UP
Raise all our dream into benediction pray as if all already come true.

Happy Birthday to Me, hope i can conquer all the road block, obstacle, or even wall and wish i can catch all opportunity, fortune, and success to reach all my dream. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

source: someone special

Second treasure in the world is morality, because if you don’t have it so we don’t have it then we will fall into darkness, and also that separate us from animal. How about Criminal? of course even they are the most bad person in the world, they still limited some of their act in morality.

Third treasure in the world is hiri and otapa because if you don’t have it then we going to do anything without think the consequence and going to make ourself in danger. Hiri meaning is shy to do something and otapa is afraid to something. How about children? of course they still pure in mind and will do anything because they just curious, so it is our task to take care of children and give guidance.

Last treasure in the world is knowledge because if we don’t have it then we going to need other to help ourselves. How about stupid person? of course they will need other person to help in their weakness, but if they try to acquire wisdom of their weakness constantly then it will not be their weakness again even it can be their strength.

After knowing primary treasure in the world, now it is up to you to try have it or pursue another secondary treasure in the world.

source : sermon on last month.

First, when nobody is respect Buddha again especially Buddha Gotama because today we still in his era. Now days, there is so many buddhist dogma that respect other buddha which is their era still not come, or respect other person that not is Buddha, even respect other life than person. So, it look like bad sign tell that buddhist will extinct. But we can still fix it by remember what Buddha show as good example of person, then respect Buddha again,

Second, when nobody is respect Dhamma again. Now days, there is so many buddhist book that have another interpretation of sutta, or there is so many buddhist preaching that have it’s interpretation. So, it look like more bad sign tell that buddhist will extinct. But we can still fix it by learn from the source of sutta from digha nikaya, majjhima nikaya, anguttara nikaya, samyuta nikaya, and khuddaka nikaya or even if interested further you can learn in abhidhamma pitaka. After you understand it, then respect Dhamma again.

Third, when nobody is respect Sangha again. Now days, there is Sangha member that married, Sangha member that do crime, so we lose our respect to Sangha. Another bad sign of extinction of buddhist, but it’s actually wrong because it’s just one person not all the Sangha, and Sangha is one of the best place to harvest good karma. Even it’s still give same result if we funded bad Sangha member if our intention is to funded Sangha, so what you afraid of. So, let’s we respect Sangha again.

Fourth, when nobody is doing practice Dhamma. Now days people tent to have seminar than buddhist preaching, or people think Sila is not important and just rush into samadhi, or people think doesn’t need to do samadhi if we have wisdom, or just have jhana is enough. It’s look like buddhist will go in extinction faster before this buddhist era is told to be end. Because that point of think is wrong and we need all the eight way to freedom, so it is better if we mastered one or more ways but it is not enough to just have one or more. So, let’s do right practice Dhamma again and go to freedom together.

The Last, when nobody is doing Samadhi or meditasi. We are very busy so we can’t have spare time to do meditasi every day, and that is our reasonable reason to avoid have meditasi and keep our peace in mind. So, it really extinction will come very soon because all the sign is happen. We need to know that our thinking is wrong and fix it because doesn’t have time it just a reason and if really want something we somehow will have time. So what we must change is our mind and spare our time to do meditasi just 15 minutes or more.

After know all the sign of buddhist extinction, it’s up to us to preserve buddhist. Let’s we preserve buddhist and make many people going to freedom.

source : Buddhis Preaching in Waesak Days.

First important in date is what must we need to do in date? of course we need to talk and praise your date. But what must we talk about? hobbies? work? news? family? religion? or what?. Then what must we talk about if we run out of topic? Then if we ask our date to walk around some place and our date is bored, what must we do? go home? or stay in your favorite place and leave your date alone? or?

Second important in date is what must we do if the date look like disaster? what must we do if your date look more less interested with you after? what must we follow up to our date? or what must we do differently after date? or what must we do if the date is great? or what must we do if we feel more interested? or?

After we know all this answer than just pray to god that everything will be great. But if we don’t know the answer then what must we do? what your suggestion?

But until some time then they give up to find their soulmate and find someone that close enough with their soulmate and be together. Then they live with their partner but there something in their heart still searching for the soulmate and sometimes if they found someone better they will betray their partner to be together with someone they think their soulmate. So, they think their life will be happy but at the it will be miserable.

So, lets change your mind about soulmate. Soulmate is more than one and soulmate is might be opposite with your ideal partner. Because if soulmate just one then what happen if your soulmate die before you met them, or why you can love for more than one person if your soulmate is the one. Or why at the first you have doubt about someone if soulmate is the one or what happen if you miss your chance to met your soulmate because you busy. There is so many reason why soulmate is more than one person.

So it is more likely you will have several soulmate and you will miss chance to met some of them or your soulmate will miss chance to met you. But if you find someone you feel attracted or love than that is your soulmate and you must try your hardest to be their soulmate because emotion can’t be explained but you had this feeling toward them so it must be your soulmate.

The reason the soulmate might be opposite from your ideal partner is because what happen if your soulmate ideal partner with other person and your ideal partner with your soulmate or why your ideal partner is change from time to time or why your ideal partner is like your copycat or what happen if because they change their character to be your ideal partner but you just feel empty from their heart.

So it is more likely you will find some of great character from your soulmate that improve your character, and you will improve your soulmate character by your character. And it is not always character that you think your ideal partner must had before met you but this is will always make you and your soulmate character growth. Because i think ideal partner will always make their character and their partner character growth.

So, what you waiting for? go find your soulmates out there and don’t doubt about them because you will not know it is until you try. Happy hunting your soulmates.